Wednesday, January 26, 2011

WORDS

you take each letter, make it your own
you take each sound, the merged mouthiness that is only yours
you take each word, make it a sentence
forgetting almost immediately where it had sprung from
it becomes flawless, it becomes natural

what you'd say, how you'd say it...
and if i closed my eyes,
and listen to the sounds
the beauty of your words would flood me
and provoke my quickening fantasy
they would wash over me in waves

I then would realize that i gave your words  a thought
and then I would know that your words
can do nothing to please me!!

Friday, January 21, 2011

it's called 'THE L WORD'

What is it about the little things
that makes Love such a big deal?
i'm not speaking about such agape
i speak of the gaping, exascibating beauty of deeply intense feelings
nervousness, sweaty palms,  kisses on the forehead
The need to spend wakeful moments with YOU
yet lonely women are all i see
and when they go to bed alone,
they are comforted by music, comforted by a warm duvet

sometimes, i think that is how i might have end up
with memories, with left over warmth, and with such gaping sadness
one that could never match
the Love that i had initially felt
the way i had heard you say
"a ghra"
is the way i would hear you say
"au revoir" !!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

FEBRUARY PAROLS...

THE month has not ended and yet i'm planning for the next nu month...
buh whoever plans on enjoying naughtiness... because i have that cheerleading skirt that i never threw away...*wink wink*
do not miss this!!

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

HOW THE DAYS GOETH

Lately, my emotions have been taking long walks on the beach
deciding that Life is a bed of swinging hands and yelling curses
but other wise, oyin has had that under control...(or maybe not)
songs are making me laugh hysterically...
and when i see people that i miss, I CRY...
so, how is life generally...?!
THIS new year, i have had to face what people term as LOVE
and then, what people decide is FATE
but at the deepest end of my darkness has lain Fear, fear of what lies ahead
fear of the unexpected...
even when i know that the unexpected might be pleasurable...
my life might be an amusement
but i do not know how to laugh!